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Poetryby Emily Dickinson
(1830-1886)
I. Life:1
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POEMS
by EMILY DICKINSON
Series One
Edited by two of her friends
MABEL LOOMIS TODD
and T.W.HIGGINSON
PREFACE.
THE verses of Emily
Dickinson belong emphatically to what Emerson
long since called "the Poetry of the Portfolio,"--something produced
absolutely without the thought of publication, and solely by way of
expression of the writer's own mind. Such verse must inevitably
forfeit whatever advantage lies in the discipline of public criticism
and the enforced conformity to accepted ways. On the other hand, it
may often gain something through the habit of freedom and the
unconventional utterance of daring thoughts. In the case of the
present author, there was absolutely no choice in the matter; she
must write thus, or not at all. A recluse by temperament and habit,
literally spending years without setting her foot beyond the
doorstep, and many more years during which her walks were strictly
limited to her father's grounds, she habitually concealed her mind,
like her person, from all but a very few friends; and it was with
great difficulty that she was persuaded to print, during her
lifetime, three or four poems. Yet she wrote verses in great
abundance; and though brought curiously indifferent to all
conventional rules, had yet a rigorous literary standard of her own,
and often altered a word many times to suit an ear which had its own
tenacious fastidiousness.
Miss Dickinson
was born in Amherst, Mass., Dec. 10, 1830, and died
there May 15, 1886. Her father, Hon. Edward Dickinson, was the
leading lawyer of Amherst, and was treasurer of the well-known
college there situated. It was his custom once a year to hold a large
reception at his house, attended by all the families connected with
the institution and by the leading people of the town. On these
occasions his daughter Emily emerged from her wonted retirement and
did her part as gracious hostess; nor would any one have known from
her manner, I have been told, that this was not a daily occurrence.
The annual occasion once past, she withdrew again into her seclusion,
and except for a very few friends was as invisible to the world as if
she had dwelt in a nunnery. For myself, although I had corresponded
with her for many years, I saw her but twice face to face, and
brought away the impression of something as unique and remote as
Undine or Mignon or Thekla.
This selection
from her poems is published to meet the desire of her
personal friends, and especially of her surviving sister. It is
believed that the thoughtful reader will find in these pages a
quality more suggestive of the poetry of William Blake than of
anything to be elsewhere found,--flashes of wholly original and
profound insight into nature and life; words and phrases exhibiting
an extraordinary vividness of descriptive and imaginative power, yet
often set in a seemingly whimsical or even rugged frame. They are
here published as they were written, with very few and superficial
changes; although it is fair to say that the titles have been
assigned, almost invariably, by the editors. In many cases these
verses will seem to the reader like poetry torn up by the roots, with
rain and dew and earth still clinging to them, giving a freshness and
a fragrance not otherwise to be conveyed. In other cases, as in the
few poems of shipwreck or of mental conflict, we can only wonder at
the gift of vivid imagination by which this recluse woman can
delineate, by a few touches, the very crises of physical or mental
struggle. And sometimes again we catch glimpses of a lyric strain,
sustained perhaps but for a line or two at a time, and making the
reader regret its sudden cessation. But the main quality of these
poems is that of extraordinary grasp and insight, uttered with an
uneven vigor sometimes exasperating, seemingly wayward, but really
unsought and inevitable. After all, when a thought takes one's
breath away, a lesson on grammar seems an impertinence. As Ruskin
wrote in his earlier and better days, "No weight nor mass nor beauty
of execution can outweigh one grain or fragment of thought."
---Thomas Wentworth
Higginson
TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE
As is well documented,
Emily Dickinson's poems were edited in these
early editions by her friends, better to fit the conventions of the
times. In particular, her dashes, often small enough to appear
as dots, became commas and semi-colons.
In the second series
of poems published, a facsimile of her
handwritten poem which her editors titled "Renunciation" is given,
and I here transcribe that manuscript as faithfully as I can,
showing _underlined_ words thus.
There came a day - at Summer's full -
Entirely for me -
I thought that such were for the Saints -
Where Resurrections - be -
The sun - as common
- went abroad -
The flowers - accustomed - blew,
As if no soul - that solstice passed -
Which maketh all things - new -
The time was scarce
profaned - by speech -
The falling of a word
Was needless - as at Sacrament -
The _Wardrobe_ - of our Lord!
Each was to each
- the sealed church -
Permitted to commune - _this_ time -
Lest we too awkward show
At Supper of "the Lamb."
The hours slid
fast - as hours will -
Clutched tight - by greedy hands -
So - faces on two Decks look back -
Bound to _opposing_ lands.
And so, when all
the time had leaked,
Without external sound,
Each bound the other's Crucifix -
We gave no other bond -
Sufficient troth
- that we shall _rise_,
Deposed - at length the Grave -
To that new marriage -
_Justified_ - through Calvaries - of Love!
From the handwriting, it is not always clear which are dashes,
which are commas and which are periods, nor it is entirely
clear which initial letters are capitalized.
However, this transcription
may be compared with the edited
version in the main text to get a flavor of the changes made
in these early editions.
---JT
This is my letter to the world,
That never wrote to me, --
The simple news that Nature told,
With tender majesty.
Her message is
committed
To hands I cannot see;
For love of her, sweet countrymen,
Judge tenderly of me!
I.
LIFE.
I.
SUCCESS.
[Published in "A
Masque of Poets"
at the request of "H.H.," the author's
fellow-townswoman and friend.]
Success is counted
sweetest
By those who ne'er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.
Not one of all
the purple host
Who took the flag to-day
Can tell the definition,
So clear, of victory,
As he, defeated,
dying,
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Break, agonized and clear!
II.
Our share of night
to bear,
Our share of morning,
Our blank in bliss to fill,
Our blank in scorning.
Here a star, and
there a star,
Some lose their way.
Here a mist, and there a mist,
Afterwards -- day!
III.
ROUGE ET NOIR.
Soul, wilt thou
toss again?
By just such a hazard
Hundreds have lost, indeed,
But tens have won an all.
Angels' breathless
ballot
Lingers to record thee;
Imps in eager caucus
Raffle for my soul.
IV.
ROUGE GAGNE.
'T is so much joy!
'T is so much joy!
If I should fail, what poverty!
And yet, as poor as I
Have ventured all upon a throw;
Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so
This side the victory!
Life is but life,
and death but death!
Bliss is but bliss, and breath but breath!
And if, indeed, I fail,
At least to know the worst is sweet.
Defeat means nothing but defeat,
No drearier can prevail!
And if I gain,
-- oh, gun at sea,
Oh, bells that in the steeples be,
At first repeat it slow!
For heaven is a different thing
Conjectured, and waked sudden in,
And might o'erwhelm me so!
V.
Glee! The great storm is over!
Four have recovered the land;
Forty gone down together
Into the boiling sand.
Ring, for the scant
salvation!
Toll, for the bonnie souls, --
Neighbor and friend and bridegroom,
Spinning upon the shoals!
How they will tell
the shipwreck
When winter shakes the door,
Till the children ask, "But the forty?
Did they come back no more?"
Then a silence
suffuses the story,
And a softness the teller's eye;
And the children no further question,
And only the waves reply.
VI.
If I can stop one
heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
VII.
ALMOST!
Within my reach!
I could have touched!
I might have chanced that way!
Soft sauntered through the village,
Sauntered as soft away!
So unsuspected violets
Within the fields lie low,
Too late for striving fingers
That passed, an hour ago.
VIII.
A wounded deer
leaps highest,
I've heard the hunter tell;
'T is but the ecstasy of death,
And then the brake is still.
The smitten rock
that gushes,
The trampled steel that springs;
A cheek is always redder
Just where the hectic stings!
Mirth is the mail
of anguish,
In which it cautions arm,
Lest anybody spy the blood
And "You're hurt" exclaim!
IX.
The heart asks
pleasure first,
And then, excuse from pain;
And then, those little anodynes
That deaden suffering;
And then, to go
to sleep;
And then, if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor,
The liberty to die.
X.
IN A LIBRARY.
A precious, mouldering
pleasure 't is
To meet an antique book,
In just the dress his century wore;
A privilege, I think,
His venerable hand
to take,
And warming in our own,
A passage back, or two, to make
To times when he was young.
His quaint opinions
to inspect,
His knowledge to unfold
On what concerns our mutual mind,
The literature of old;
What interested
scholars most,
What competitions ran
When Plato was a certainty.
And Sophocles a man;
When Sappho was
a living girl,
And Beatrice wore
The gown that Dante deified.
Facts, centuries before,
He traverses familiar,
As one should come to town
And tell you all your dreams were true;
He lived where dreams were sown.
His presence is
enchantment,
You beg him not to go;
Old volumes shake their vellum heads
And tantalize, just so.
XI.
Much madness is
divinest sense
To a discerning eye;
Much sense the starkest madness.
'T is the majority
In this, as all, prevails.
Assent, and you are sane;
Demur, -- you're straightway dangerous,
And handled with a chain.
XII.
I asked no other
thing,
No other was denied.
I offered Being for it;
The mighty merchant smiled.
Brazil? He twirled
a button,
Without a glance my way:
"But, madam, is there nothing else
That we can show to-day?"
XIII.
EXCLUSION.
The soul selects
her own society,
Then shuts the door;
On her divine majority
Obtrude no more.
Unmoved, she notes
the chariot's pausing
At her low gate;
Unmoved, an emperor is kneeling
Upon her mat.
I've known her
from an ample nation
Choose one;
Then close the valves of her attention
Like stone.
XIV.
THE SECRET.
Some things that
fly there be, --
Birds, hours, the bumble-bee:
Of these no elegy.
Some things that
stay there be, --
Grief, hills, eternity:
Nor this behooveth me.
There are, that
resting, rise.
Can I expound the skies?
How still the riddle lies!
XV.
THE LONELY HOUSE.
I know some lonely
houses off the road
A robber 'd like the look of, --
Wooden barred,
And windows hanging low,
Inviting to
A portico,
Where two could creep:
One hand the tools,
The other peep
To make sure all's asleep.
Old-fashioned eyes,
Not easy to surprise!
How orderly the
kitchen 'd look by night,
With just a clock, --
But they could gag the tick,
And mice won't bark;
And so the walls don't tell,
None will.
A pair of spectacles
ajar just stir --
An almanac's aware.
Was it the mat winked,
Or a nervous star?
The moon slides down the stair
To see who's there.
There's plunder,
-- where?
Tankard, or spoon,
Earring, or stone,
A watch, some ancient brooch
To match the grandmamma,
Staid sleeping there.
Day rattles, too,
Stealth's slow;
The sun has got as far
As the third sycamore.
Screams chanticleer,
"Who's there?"
And echoes, trains away,
Sneer -- "Where?"
While the old couple, just astir,
Fancy the sunrise left the door ajar!
XVI.
To fight aloud
is very brave,
But gallanter, I know,
Who charge within the bosom,
The cavalry of woe.
Who win, and nations
do not see,
Who fall, and none observe,
Whose dying eyes no country
Regards with patriot love.
We trust, in plumed
procession,
For such the angels go,
Rank after rank, with even feet
And uniforms of snow.
XVII.
DAWN.
When night is almost
done,
And sunrise grows so near
That we can touch the spaces,
It 's time to smooth the hair
And get the dimples
ready,
And wonder we could care
For that old faded midnight
That frightened but an hour.
XVIII.
THE BOOK OF MARTYRS.
Read, sweet, how
others strove,
Till we are stouter;
What they renounced,
Till we are less afraid;
How many times they bore
The faithful witness,
Till we are help ed,
As if a kingdom cared!
Read then of faith
That shone above the fagot;
Clear strains of hymn
The river could not drown;
Brave names of men
And celestial women,
Passed out of record
Into renown!
XIX.
THE MYSTERY OF
PAIN.
Pain has an element
of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.
It has no future
but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.
XX.
I taste a liquor
never brewed,
From tankards scooped in pearl;
Not all the vats upon the Rhine
Yield such an alcohol!
Inebriate of air
am I,
And debauchee of dew,
Reeling, through endless summer days,
From inns of molten blue.
When landlords
turn the drunken bee
Out of the foxglove's door,
When butterflies renounce their drams,
I shall but drink the more!
Till seraphs swing
their snowy hats,
And saints to windows run,
To see the little tippler
Leaning against the sun!
XXI.
A BOOK.
He ate and drank
the precious words,
His spirit grew robust;
He knew no more that he was poor,
Nor that his frame was dust.
He danced along the dingy days,
And this bequest of wings
Was but a book. What liberty
A loosened spirit brings!
XXII.
I had no time to
hate, because
The grave would hinder me,
And life was not so ample I
Could finish enmity.
Nor had I time
to love; but since
Some industry must be,
The little toil of love, I thought,
Was large enough for me.
XXIII.
UNRETURNING.
'T was such a little,
little boat
That toddled down the bay!
'T was such a gallant, gallant sea
That beckoned it away!
'T was such a greedy,
greedy wave
That licked it from the coast;
Nor ever guessed the stately sails
My little craft was lost!
XXIV.
Whether my bark
went down at sea,
Whether she met with gales,
Whether to isles enchanted
She bent her docile sails;
By what mystic
mooring
She is held to-day, --
This is the errand of the eye
Out upon the bay.
XXV.
Belshazzar had
a letter, --
He never had but one;
Belshazzar's correspondent
Concluded and begun
In that immortal copy
The conscience of us all
Can read without its glasses
On revelation's wall.
XXVI.
The brain within
its groove
Runs evenly and true;
But let a splinter swerve,
'T were easier for you
To put the water back
When floods have slit the hills,
And scooped a turnpike for themselves,
And blotted out the mills!
II.
LOVE.
I.
MINE.
Mine by the right
of the white election!
Mine by the royal seal!
Mine by the sign in the scarlet prison
Bars cannot conceal!
Mine, here in vision
and in veto!
Mine, by the grave's repeal
Titled, confirmed, -- delirious charter!
Mine, while the ages steal!
II.
BEQUEST.
You left me, sweet,
two legacies, --
A legacy of love
A Heavenly Father would content,
Had He the offer of;
You left me boundaries
of pain
Capacious as the sea,
Between eternity and time,
Your consciousness and me.
III.
Alter? When the
hills do.
Falter? When the sun
Question if his glory
Be the perfect one.
Surfeit? When the
daffodil
Doth of the dew:
Even as herself, O friend!
I will of you!
IV.
SUSPENSE.
Elysium is as far as to
The very nearest room,
If in that room a friend await
Felicity or doom.
What fortitude
the soul contains,
That it can so endure
The accent of a coming foot,
The opening of a door!
V.
SURRENDER.
Doubt me, my dim companion!
Why, God would be content
With but a fraction of the love
Poured thee without a stint.
The whole of me, forever,
What more the woman can, --
Say quick, that I may dower thee
With last delight I own!
It cannot be my
spirit,
For that was thine before;
I ceded all of dust I knew, --
What opulence the more
Had I, a humble maiden,
Whose farthest of degree
Was that she might,
Some distant heaven,
Dwell timidly with thee!
VI.
IF you were coming
in the fall,
I'd brush the summer by
With half a smile and half a spurn,
As housewives do a fly.
If I could see
you in a year,
I'd wind the months in balls,
And put them each in separate drawers,
Until their time befalls.
If only centuries
delayed,
I'd count them on my hand,
Subtracting till my fingers dropped
Into Van Diemen's land.
If certain, when
this life was out,
That yours and mine should be,
I'd toss it yonder like a rind,
And taste eternity.
But now, all ignorant
of the length
Of time's uncertain wing,
It goads me, like the goblin bee,
That will not state its sting.
VII.
WITH A FLOWER.
I hide myself within my flower,
That wearing on your breast,
You, unsuspecting, wear me too --
And angels know the rest.
I hide myself within
my flower,
That, fading from your vase,
You, unsuspecting, feel for me
Almost a loneliness.
VIII.
PROOF.
That I did always
love,
I bring thee proof:
That till I loved
I did not love enough.
That I shall love
alway,
I offer thee
That love is life,
And life hath immortality.
This, dost thou
doubt, sweet?
Then have I
Nothing to show
But Calvary.
IX.
Have you got a
brook in your little heart,
Where bashful flowers blow,
And blushing birds go down to drink,
And shadows tremble so?
And nobody knows,
so still it flows,
That any brook is there;
And yet your little draught of life
Is daily drunken there.
Then look out for
the little brook in March,
When the rivers overflow,
And the snows come hurrying from the hills,
And the bridges often go.
And later, in August
it may be,
When the meadows parching lie,
Beware, lest this little brook of life
Some burning noon go dry!
X.
TRANSPLANTED.
As if some little Arctic flower,
Upon the polar hem,
Went wandering down the latitudes,
Until it puzzled came
To continents of summer,
To firmaments of sun,
To strange, bright crowds of flowers,
And birds of foreign tongue!
I say, as if this little flower
To Eden wandered in --
What then? Why, nothing, only,
Your inference therefrom!
XI.
THE OUTLET.
My river runs to thee:
Blue sea, wilt welcome me?
My river waits
reply.
Oh sea, look graciously!
I'll fetch thee
brooks
From spotted nooks, --
Say, sea,
Take me!
XII.
IN VAIN.
I CANNOT live with you,
It would be life,
And life is over there
Behind the shelf
The sexton keeps
the key to,
Putting up
Our life, his porcelain,
Like a cup
Discarded of the
housewife,
Quaint or broken;
A newer Sevres pleases,
Old ones crack.
I could not die
with you,
For one must wait
To shut the other's gaze down, --
You could not.
And I, could I
stand by
And see you freeze,
Without my right of frost,
Death's privilege?
Nor could I rise
with you,
Because your face
Would put out Jesus',
That new grace
Glow plain and
foreign
On my homesick eye,
Except that you, than he
Shone closer by.
They'd judge us
-- how?
For you served Heaven, you know,
Or sought to;
I could not,
Because you saturated
sight,
And I had no more eyes
For sordid excellence
As Paradise.
And were you lost,
I would be,
Though my name
Rang loudest
On the heavenly fame.
And were you saved,
And I condemned to be
Where you were not,
That self were hell to me.
So we must keep
apart,
You there, I here,
With just the door ajar
That oceans are,
And prayer,
And that pale sustenance,
Despair!
XIII.
RENUNCIATION.
There came a day at summer's full
Entirely for me;
I thought that such were for the saints,
Where revelations be.
The sun, as common,
went abroad,
The flowers, accustomed, blew,
As if no soul the solstice passed
That maketh all things new.
The time was scarce
profaned by speech;
The symbol of a word
Was needless, as at sacrament
The wardrobe of our Lord.
Each was to each
the sealed church,
Permitted to commune this time,
Lest we too awkward show
At supper of the Lamb.
The hours slid
fast, as hours will,
Clutched tight by greedy hands;
So faces on two decks look back,
Bound to opposing lands.
And so, when all
the time had failed,
Without external sound,
Each bound the other's crucifix,
We gave no other bond.
Sufficient troth
that we shall rise --
Deposed, at length, the grave --
To that new marriage, justified
Through Calvaries of Love!
XIV.
LOVE'S BAPTISM.
I'm ceded, I've stopped being theirs;
The name they dropped upon my face
With water, in the country church,
Is finished using now,
And they can put it with my dolls,
My childhood, and the string of spools
I've finished threading too.
Baptized before
without the choice,
But this time consciously, of grace
Unto supremest name,
Called to my full, the crescent dropped,
Existence's whole arc filled up
With one small diadem.
My second rank,
too small the first,
Crowned, crowing on my father's breast,
A half unconscious queen;
But this time, adequate, erect,
With will to choose or to reject.
And I choose -- just a throne.
XV.
RESURRECTION.
'T was a long parting, but the time
For interview had come;
Before the judgment-seat of God,
The last and second time
These fleshless
lovers met,
A heaven in a gaze,
A heaven of heavens, the privilege
Of one another's eyes.
No lifetime set
on them,
Apparelled as the new
Unborn, except they had beheld,
Born everlasting now.
Was bridal e'er
like this?
A paradise, the host,
And cherubim and seraphim
The most familiar guest.
XVI.
APOCALYPSE.
I'm wife; I've finished that,
That other state;
I'm Czar, I'm woman now:
It's safer so.
How odd the girl's
life looks
Behind this soft eclipse!
I think that earth seems so
To those in heaven now.
This being comfort,
then
That other kind was pain;
But why compare?
I'm wife! stop there!
XVII.
THE WIFE.
She rose to his
requirement, dropped
The playthings of her life
To take the honorable work
Of woman and of wife.
If aught she missed
in her new day
Of amplitude, or awe,
Or first prospective, or the gold
In using wore away,
It lay unmentioned,
as the sea
Develops pearl and weed,
But only to himself is known
The fathoms they abide.
XVIII.
APOTHEOSIS.
Come slowly, Eden!
Lips unused to thee,
Bashful, sip thy jasmines,
As the fainting bee,
Reaching late his
flower,
Round her chamber hums,
Counts his nectars -- enters,
And is lost in balms!
III.
NATURE.
I.
New feet within
my garden go,
New fingers stir the sod;
A troubadour upon the elm
Betrays the solitude.
New children play
upon the green,
New weary sleep below;
And still the pensive spring returns,
And still the punctual snow!
II.
MAY-FLOWER.
Pink, small, and
punctual,
Aromatic, low,
Covert in April,
Candid in May,
Dear to the moss,
Known by the knoll,
Next to the robin
In every human soul.
Bold little beauty,
Bedecked with thee,
Nature forswears
Antiquity.
III.
WHY?
THE murmur of a
bee
A witchcraft yieldeth me.
If any ask me why,
'T were easier to die
Than tell.
The red upon the
hill
Taketh away my will;
If anybody sneer,
Take care, for God is here,
That's all.
The breaking of
the day
Addeth to my degree;
If any ask me how,
Artist, who drew me so,
Must tell!
IV.
Perhaps you'd like
to buy a flower?
But I could never sell.
If you would like to borrow
Until the daffodil
Unties her yellow
bonnet
Beneath the village door,
Until the bees, from clover rows
Their hock and sherry draw,
Why, I will lend
until just then,
But not an hour more!
V.
The pedigree of
honey
Does not concern the bee;
A clover, any time, to him
Is aristocracy.
VI.
A SERVICE OF SONG.
Some keep the Sabbath
going to church;
I keep it staying at home,
With a bobolink for a chorister,
And an orchard for a dome.
Some keep the Sabbath
in surplice;
I just wear my wings,
And instead of tolling the bell for church,
Our little sexton sings.
God preaches, --
a noted clergyman, --
And the sermon is never long;
So instead of getting to heaven at last,
I'm going all along!
VII.
The bee is not
afraid of me,
I know the butterfly;
The pretty people in the woods
Receive me cordially.
The brooks laugh
louder when I come,
The breezes madder play.
Wherefore, mine eyes, thy silver mists?
Wherefore, O summer's day?
VIII.
SUMMER'S ARMIES.
Some rainbow coming
from the fair!
Some vision of the world Cashmere
I confidently see!
Or else a peacock's purple train,
Feather by feather, on the plain
Fritters itself away!
The dreamy butterflies
bestir,
Lethargic pools resume the whir
Of last year's sundered tune.
From some old fortress on the sun
Baronial bees march, one by one,
In murmuring platoon!
The robins stand
as thick to-day
As flakes of snow stood yesterday,
On fence and roof and twig.
The orchis binds her feather on
For her old lover, Don the Sun,
Revisiting the bog!
Without commander,
countless, still,
The regiment of wood and hill
In bright detachment stand.
Behold! Whose multitudes are these?
The children of whose turbaned seas,
Or what Circassian land?
IX.
THE GRASS.
The grass so little
has to do, --
A sphere of simple green,
With only butterflies to brood,
And bees to entertain,
And stir all day
to pretty tunes
The breezes fetch along,
And hold the sunshine in its lap
And bow to everything;
And thread the
dews all night, like pearls,
And make itself so fine, --
A duchess were too common
For such a noticing.
And even when it
dies, to pass
In odors so divine,
As lowly spices gone to sleep,
Or amulets of pine.
And then to dwell
in sovereign barns,
And dream the days away, --
The grass so little has to do,
I wish I were the hay!
X.
A little road not
made of man,
Enabled of the eye,
Accessible to thill of bee,
Or cart of butterfly.
If town it have,
beyond itself,
'T is that I cannot say;
I only sigh, -- no vehicle
Bears me along that way.
XI.
SUMMER SHOWER.
A drop fell on
the apple tree,
Another on the roof;
A half a dozen kissed the eaves,
And made the gables laugh.
A few went out
to help the brook,
That went to help the sea.
Myself conjectured, Were they pearls,
What necklaces could be!
The dust replaced
in hoisted roads,
The birds jocoser sung;
The sunshine threw his hat away,
The orchards spangles hung.
The breezes brought
dejected lutes,
And bathed them in the glee;
The East put out a single flag,
And signed the fete away.
XII.
PSALM OF THE DAY.
A something in
a summer's day,
As sIow her flambeaux burn away,
Which solemnizes me.
A something in
a summer's noon, --
An azure depth, a wordless tune,
Transcending ecstasy.
And still within
a summer's night
A something so transporting bright,
I clap my hands to see;
Then veil my too
inspecting face,
Lest such a subtle, shimmering grace
Flutter too far for me.
The wizard-fingers
never rest,
The purple brook within the breast
Still chafes its narrow bed;
Still rears the
East her amber flag,
Guides still the sun along the crag
His caravan of red,
Like flowers that
heard the tale of dews,
But never deemed the dripping prize
Awaited their low brows;
Or bees, that thought
the summer's name
Some rumor of delirium
No summer could for them;
Or Arctic creature,
dimly stirred
By tropic hint, -- some travelled bird
Imported to the wood;
Or wind's bright
signal to the ear,
Making that homely and severe,
Contented, known, before
The heaven unexpected
came,
To lives that thought their worshipping
A too presumptuous psalm.
XIII.
THE SEA OF SUNSET.
This is the land
the sunset washes,
These are the banks of the Yellow Sea;
Where it rose, or whither it rushes,
These are the western mystery!
Night after night
her purple traffic
Strews the landing with opal bales;
Merchantmen poise upon horizons,
Dip, and vanish with fairy sails.
XIV.
PURPLE CLOVER.
There is a flower
that bees prefer,
And butterflies desire;
To gain the purple democrat
The humming-birds aspire.
And whatsoever
insect pass,
A honey bears away
Proportioned to his several dearth
And her capacity.
Her face is rounder
than the moon,
And ruddier than the gown
Of orchis in the pasture,
Or rhododendron worn.
She doth not wait
for June;
Before the world is green
Her sturdy little countenance
Against the wind is seen,
Contending with
the grass,
Near kinsman to herself,
For privilege of sod and sun,
Sweet litigants for life.
And when the hills
are full,
And newer fashions blow,
Doth not retract a single spice
For pang of jealousy.
Her public is the
noon,
Her providence the sun,
Her progress by the bee proclaimed
In sovereign, swerveless tune.
The bravest of
the host,
Surrendering the last,
Nor even of defeat aware
When cancelled by the frost.
XV.
THE BEE.
Like trains of
cars on tracks of plush
I hear the level bee:
A jar across the flowers goes,
Their velvet masonry
Withstands until
the sweet assault
Their chivalry consumes,
While he, victorious, tilts away
To vanquish other blooms.
His feet are shod
with gauze,
His helmet is of gold;
His breast, a single onyx
With chrysoprase, inlaid.
His labor is a
chant,
His idleness a tune;
Oh, for a bee's experience
Of clovers and of noon!
XVI.
Presentiment is
that long shadow on the lawn
Indicative that suns go down;
The notice to the startled grass
That darkness is about to pass.
XVII.
As children bid
the guest good-night,
And then reluctant turn,
My flowers raise their pretty lips,
Then put their nightgowns on.
As children caper
when they wake,
Merry that it is morn,
My flowers from a hundred cribs
Will peep, and prance again.
XVIII.
Angels in the early
morning
May be seen the dews among,
Stooping, plucking, smiling, flying:
Do the buds to them belong?
Angels when the
sun is hottest
May be seen the sands among,
Stooping, plucking, sighing, flying;
Parched the flowers they bear along.
XIX.
So bashful when
I spied her,
So pretty, so ashamed!
So hidden in her leaflets,
Lest anybody find;
So breathless till
I passed her,
So help less when I turned
And bore her, struggling, blushing,
Her simple haunts beyond!
For whom I robbed
the dingle,
For whom betrayed the dell,
Many will doubtless ask me,
But I shall never tell!
XX.
TWO WORLDS.
It makes no difference
abroad,
The seasons fit the same,
The mornings blossom into noons,
And split their pods of flame.
Wild-flowers kindle
in the woods,
The brooks brag all the day;
No blackbird bates his jargoning
For passing Calvary.
Auto-da-fe and
judgment
Are nothing to the bee;
His separation from his rose
To him seems misery.
XXI.
THE MOUNTAIN.
The mountain sat
upon the plain
In his eternal chair,
His observation omnifold,
His inquest everywhere.
The seasons prayed
around his knees,
Like children round a sire:
Grandfather of the days is he,
Of dawn the ancestor.
XXII.
A DAY.
I'll tell you how
the sun rose, --
A ribbon at a time.
The steeples swam in amethyst,
The news like squirrels ran.
The hills untied
their bonnets,
The bobolinks begun.
Then I said softly to myself,
"That must have been the sun!"
* * *
But how he set,
I know not.
There seemed a purple stile
Which little yellow boys and girls
Were climbing all the while
Till when they
reached the other side,
A dominie in gray
Put gently up the evening bars,
And led the flock away.
XXIII.
The butterfiy's
assumption-gown,
In chrysoprase apartments hung,
This afternoon put on.
How condescending to descend,
And be of buttercups the friend
In a New England town!
XXIV.
THE WIND.
Of all the sounds
despatched abroad,
There's not a charge to me
Like that old measure in the boughs,
That phraseless melody
The wind does,
working like a hand
Whose fingers brush the sky,
Then quiver down, with tufts of tune
Permitted gods and me.
When winds go round
and round in bands,
And thrum upon the door,
And birds take places overhead,
To bear them orchestra,
I crave him grace,
of summer boughs,
If such an outcast be,
He never heard that fleshless chant
Rise solemn in the tree,
As if some caravan
of sound
On deserts, in the sky,
Had broken rank,
Then knit, and passed
In seamless company.
XXV.
DEATH AND LIFE.
Apparently with
no surprise
To any happy flower,
The frost beheads it at its play
In accidental power.
The blond assassin passes on,
The sun proceeds unmoved
To measure off another day
For an approving God.
XXVI.
'T WAS later when
the summer went
Than when the cricket came,
And yet we knew that gentle clock
Meant nought but going home.
'T was sooner when
the cricket went
Than when the winter came,
Yet that pathetic pendulum
Keeps esoteric time.
XXVII.
INDIAN SUMMER.
These are the days
when birds come back,
A very few, a bird or two,
To take a backward look.
These are the days
when skies put on
The old, old sophistries of June, --
A blue and gold mistake.
Oh, fraud that
cannot cheat the bee,
Almost thy plausibility
Induces my belief,
Till ranks of seeds
their witness bear,
And softly through the altered air
Hurries a timid leaf!
Oh, sacrament of
summer days,
Oh, last communion in the haze,
Permit a child to join,
Thy sacred emblems
to partake,
Thy consecrated bread to break,
Taste thine immortal wine!
XXVIII.
AUTUMN.
The morns are meeker
than they were,
The nuts are getting brown;
The berry's cheek is plumper,
The rose is out of town.
The maple wears
a gayer scarf,
The field a scarlet gown.
Lest I should be old-fashioned,
I'll put a trinket on.
XXIX.
BECLOUDED.
The sky is low,
the clouds are mean,
A travelling flake of snow
Across a barn or through a rut
Debates if it will go.
A narrow wind complains
all day
How some one treated him;
Nature, like us, is sometimes caught
Without her diadem.
XXX.
THE HEMLOCK.
I think the hemlock
likes to stand
Upon a marge of snow;
It suits his own austerity,
And satisfies an awe
That men must slake
in wilderness,
Or in the desert cloy, --
An instinct for the hoar, the bald,
Lapland's necessity.
The hemlock's nature
thrives on cold;
The gnash of northern winds
Is sweetest nutriment to him,
His best Norwegian wines.
To satin races
he is nought;
But children on the Don
Beneath his tabernacles play,
And Dnieper wrestlers run.
XXXI.
There's a certain
slant of light,
On winter afternoons,
That oppresses, like the weight
Of cathedral tunes.
Heavenly hurt it
gives us;
We can find no scar,
But internal difference
Where the meanings are.
None may teach
it anything,
' T is the seal, despair, --
An imperial affliction
Sent us of the air.
When it comes,
the landscape listens,
Shadows hold their breath;
When it goes, 't is like the distance
On the look of death.
IV.
TIME AND ETERNITY.
I.
One dignity delays
for all,
One mitred afternoon.
None can avoid this purple,
None evade this crown.
Coach it insures,
and footmen,
Chamber and state and throng;
Bells, also, in the village,
As we ride grand along.
What dignified
attendants,
What service when we pause!
How loyally at parting
Their hundred hats they raise!
How pomp surpassing
ermine,
When simple you and I
Present our meek escutcheon,
And claim the rank to die!
II.
TOO LATE.
Delayed till she
had ceased to know,
Delayed till in its vest of snow
Her loving bosom lay.
An hour behind the fleeting breath,
Later by just an hour than death, --
Oh, lagging yesterday!
Could she have
guessed that it would be;
Could but a crier of the glee
Have climbed the distant hill;
Had not the bliss so slow a pace, --
Who knows but this surrendered face
Were undefeated still?
Oh, if there may
departing be
Any forgot by victory
In her imperial round,
Show them this meek apparelled thing,
That could not stop to be a king,
Doubtful if it be crowned!
III.
ASTRA CASTRA.
Departed to the
judgment,
A mighty afternoon;
Great clouds like ushers leaning,
Creation looking on.
The flesh surrendered,
cancelled,
The bodiless begun;
Two worlds, like audiences, disperse
And leave the soul alone.
IV.
Safe in their alabaster
chambers,
Untouched by morning and untouched by noon,
Sleep the meek members of the resurrection,
Rafter of satin, and roof of stone.
Light laughs the
breeze in her castle of sunshine;
Babbles the bee in a stolid ear;
Pipe the sweet birds in ignorant cadence, --
Ah, what sagacity perished here!
Grand go the years
in the crescent above them;
Worlds scoop their arcs, and firmaments row,
Diadems drop and Doges surrender,
Soundless as dots on a disk of snow.
V.
On this long storm
the rainbow rose,
On this late morn the sun;
The clouds, like listless elephants,
Horizons straggled down.
The birds rose
smiling in their nests,
The gales indeed were done;
Alas! how heedless were the eyes
On whom the summer shone!
The quiet nonchalance
of death
No daybreak can bestir;
The slow archangel's syllables
Must awaken her.
VI.
FROM THE CHRYSALIS.
My cocoon tightens,
colors tease,
I'm feeling for the air;
A dim capacity for wings
Degrades the dress I wear.
A power of butterfly
must be
The aptitude to fly,
Meadows of majesty concedes
And easy sweeps of sky.
So I must baffle
at the hint
And cipher at the sign,
And make much blunder, if at last
I take the clew divine.
VII.
SETTING SAIL.
Exultation is the
going
Of an inland soul to sea, --
Past the houses, past the headlands,
Into deep eternity!
Bred as we, among
the mountains,
Can the sailor understand
The divine intoxication
Of the first league out from land?
VIII.
Look back on time
with kindly eyes,
He doubtless did his best;
How softly sinks his trembling sun
In human nature's west!
IX.
A train went through
a burial gate,
A bird broke forth and sang,
And trilled, and quivered, and shook his throat
Till all the churchyard rang;
And then adjusted
his little notes,
And bowed and sang again.
Doubtless, he thought it meet of him
To say good-by to men.
X.
I died for beauty,
but was scarce
Adjusted in the tomb,
When one who died for truth was lain
In an adjoining room.
He questioned softly
why I failed?
"For beauty," I replied.
"And I for truth, -- the two are one;
We brethren are," he said.
And so, as kinsmen
met a night,
We talked between the rooms,
Until the moss had reached our lips,
And covered up our names.
XI.
"TROUBLED ABOUT MANY THINGS."
How many times
these low feet staggered,
Only the soldered mouth can tell;
Try! can you stir the awful rivet?
Try! can you lift the hasps of steel?
Stroke the cool
forehead, hot so often,
Lift, if you can, the listless hair;
Handle the adamantine fingers
Never a thimble more shall wear.
Buzz the dull flies
on the chamber window;
Brave shines the sun through the freckled pane;
Fearless the cobweb swings from the ceiling --
Indolent housewife, in daisies lain!
XII.
REAL.
I like a look of
agony,
Because I know it 's true;
Men do not sham convulsion,
Nor simulate a throe.
The eyes glaze
once, and that is death.
Impossible to feign
The beads upon the forehead
By homely anguish strung.
XIII.
THE FUNERAL.
That short, potential
stir
That each can make but once,
That bustle so illustrious
'T is almost consequence,
Is the eclat of
death.
Oh, thou unknown renown
That not a beggar would accept,
Had he the power to spurn!
XIV.
I went to thank
her,
But she slept;
Her bed a funnelled stone,
With nosegays at the head and foot,
That travellers had thrown,
Who went to thank
her;
But she slept.
'T was short to cross the sea
To look upon her like, alive,
But turning back 't was slow.
XV.
I've seen a dying
eye
Run round and round a room
In search of something, as it seemed,
Then cloudier become;
And then, obscure with fog,
And then be soldered down,
Without disclosing what it be,
'T were blessed to have seen.
XVI.
REFUGE.
The clouds their
backs together laid,
The north begun to push,
The forests galloped till they fell,
The lightning skipped like mice;
The thunder crumbled like a stuff --
How good to be safe in tombs,
Where nature's temper cannot reach,
Nor vengeance ever comes!
XVII.
I never saw a moor,
I never saw the sea;
Yet know I how the heather looks,
And what a wave must be.
I never spoke with
God,
Nor visited in heaven;
Yet certain am I of the spot
As if the chart were given.
XVIII.
PLAYMATES.
God permits industrious
angels
Afternoons to play.
I met one, -- forgot my school-mates,
All, for him, straightway.
God calls home
the angels promptly
At the setting sun;
I missed mine. How dreary marbles,
After playing Crown!
XIX.
To know just how
he suffered would be dear;
To know if any human eyes were near
To whom he could intrust his wavering gaze,
Until it settled firm on Paradise.
To know if he was
patient, part content,
Was dying as he thought, or different;
Was it a pleasant day to die,
And did the sunshine face his way?
What was his furthest
mind, of home, or God,
Or what the distant say
At news that he ceased human nature
On such a day?
And wishes, had
he any?
Just his sigh, accented,
Had been legible to me.
And was he confident until
Ill fluttered out in everlasting well?
And if he spoke,
what name was best,
What first,
What one broke off with
At the drowsiest?
Was he afraid,
or tranquil?
Might he know
How conscious consciousness could grow,
Till love that was, and love too blest to be,
Meet -- and the junction be Eternity?
XX.
The last night
that she lived,
It was a common night,
Except the dying; this to us
Made nature different.
We noticed smallest
things, --
Things overlooked before,
By this great light upon our minds
Italicized, as 't were.
That others could
exist
While she must finish quite,
A jealousy for her arose
So nearly infinite.
We waited while
she passed;
It was a narrow time,
Too jostled were our souls to speak,
At length the notice came.
She mentioned,
and forgot;
Then lightly as a reed
Bent to the water, shivered scarce,
Consented, and was dead.
And we, we placed
the hair,
And drew the head erect;
And then an awful leisure was,
Our faith to regulate.
XXI.
THE FIRST LESSON.
Not in this world
to see his face
Sounds long, until I read the place
Where this is said to be
But just the primer to a life
Unopened, rare, upon the shelf,
Clasped yet to him and me.
And yet, my primer
suits me so
I would not choose a book to know
Than that, be sweeter wise;
Might some one else so learned be,
And leave me just my A B C,
Himself could have the skies.
XXII.
The bustle in a
house
The morning after death
Is solemnest of industries
Enacted upon earth, --
The sweeping up
the heart,
And putting love away
We shall not want to use again
Until eternity.
XXIII.
I reason, earth
is short,
And anguish absolute,
And many hurt;
But what of that?
I reason, we could
die:
The best vitality
Cannot excel decay;
But what of that?
I reason that in
heaven
Somehow, it will be even,
Some new equation given;
But what of that?
XXIV.
Afraid? Of whom
am I afraid?
Not death; for who is he?
The porter of my father's lodge
As much abasheth me.
Of life? 'T were
odd I fear a thing
That comprehendeth me
In one or more existences
At Deity's decree.
Of resurrection?
Is the east
Afraid to trust the morn
With her fastidious forehead?
As soon impeach my crown!
XXV.
DYING.
The sun kept setting,
setting still;
No hue of afternoon
Upon the village I perceived, --
From house to house 't was noon.
The dusk kept dropping,
dropping still;
No dew upon the grass,
But only on my forehead stopped,
And wandered in my face.
My feet kept drowsing,
drowsing still,
My fingers were awake;
Yet why so little sound myself
Unto my seeming make?
How well I knew
the light before!
I could not see it now.
'T is dying, I am doing; but
I'm not afraid to know.
XXVI.
Two swimmers wrestled
on the spar
Until the morning sun,
When one turned smiling to the land.
O God, the other one!
The stray ships
passing spied a face
Upon the waters borne,
With eyes in death still begging raised,
And hands beseeching thrown.
XXVII.
THE CHARIOT.
Because I could
not stop for Death,
He kindly stopped for me;
The carriage held but just ourselves
And Immortality.
We slowly drove,
he knew no haste,
And I had put away
My labor, and my leisure too,
For his civility.
We passed the school
where children played,
Their lessons scarcely done;
We passed the fields of gazing grain,
We passed the setting sun.
We paused before
a house that seemed
A swelling of the ground;
The roof was scarcely visible,
The cornice but a mound.
Since then 't is
centuries; but each
Feels shorter than the day
I first surmised the horses' heads
Were toward eternity.
XXVIII.
She went as quiet
as the dew
From a familiar flower.
Not like the dew did she return
At the accustomed hour!
She dropt as softly
as a star
From out my summer's eve;
Less skilful than Leverrier
It's sorer to believe!
XXIX.
RESURGAM.
At last to be identified!
At last, the lamps upon thy side,
The rest of life to see!
Past midnight, past the morning star!
Past sunrise! Ah! what leagues there are
Between our feet and day!
XXX.
Except to heaven,
she is nought;
Except for angels, lone;
Except to some wide-wandering bee,
A flower superfluous blown;
Except for winds,
provincial;
Except by butterflies,
Unnoticed as a single dew
That on the acre lies.
The smallest housewife
in the grass,
Yet take her from the lawn,
And somebody has lost the face
That made existence home!
XXXI.
Death is a dialogue
between
The spirit and the dust.
"Dissolve," says Death. The Spirit, "Sir,
I have another trust."
Death doubts it, argues from the ground.
The Spirit turns away,
Just laying off, for evidence,
An overcoat of clay.
XXXII.
It was too late
for man,
But early yet for God;
Creation impotent to help ,
But prayer remained our side.
How excellent the
heaven,
When earth cannot be had;
How hospitable, then, the face
Of our old neighbor, God!
XXXIII.
ALONG THE POTOMAC.
When I was small,
a woman died.
To-day her only boy
Went up from the Potomac,
His face all victory,
To look at her;
how slowly
The seasons must have turned
Till bullets clipt an angle,
And he passed quickly round!
If pride shall
be in Paradise
I never can decide;
Of their imperial conduct,
No person testified.
But proud in apparition,
That woman and her boy
Pass back and forth before my brain,
As ever in the sky.
XXXIV.
The daisy follows
soft the sun,
And when his golden walk is done,
Sits shyly at his feet.
He, waking, finds the flower near.
"Wherefore, marauder, art thou here?"
"Because, sir, love is sweet!"
We are the flower,
Thou the sun!
Forgive us, if as days decline,
We nearer steal to Thee, --
Enamoured of the parting west,
The peace, the flight, the amethyst,
Night's possibility!
XXXV.
EMANCIPATION.
No rack can torture
me,
My soul's at liberty
Behind this mortal bone
There knits a bolder one
You cannot prick
with saw,
Nor rend with scymitar.
Two bodies therefore be;
Bind one, and one will flee.
The eagle of his
nest
No easier divest
And gain the sky,
Than mayest thou,
Except thyself
may be
Thine enemy;
Captivity is consciousness,
So's liberty.
XXXVI.
LOST.
I lost a world
the other day.
Has anybody found?
You'll know it by the row of stars
Around its forehead bound.
A rich man might
not notice it;
Yet to my frugal eye
Of more esteem than ducats.
Oh, find it, sir, for me!
XXXVII.
If I should n't
be alive
When the robins come,
Give the one in red cravat
A memorial crumb.
If I could n't
thank you,
Being just asleep,
You will know I'm trying
With my granite lip!
XXXVIII.
Sleep is supposed
to be,
By souls of sanity,
The shutting of the eye.
Sleep is the station
grand
Down which on either hand
The hosts of witness stand!
Morn is supposed
to be,
By people of degree,
The breaking of the day.
Morning has not
occurred!
That shall aurora be
East of eternity;
One with the banner
gay,
One in the red array, --
That is the break of day.
XXXIX.
I shall know why,
when time is over,
And I have ceased to wonder why;
Christ will explain each separate anguish
In the fair schoolroom of the sky.
He will tell me
what Peter promised,
And I, for wonder at his woe,
I shall forget the drop of anguish
That scalds me now, that scalds me now.
XL.
I never lost as
much but twice,
And that was in the sod;
Twice have I stood a beggar
Before the door of God!
Angels, twice descending,
Reimbursed my store.
Burglar, banker, father,
I am poor once more!
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