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My Antoniaby Willa Cather
(1875-1947)
Introduction
| Book 1
- The Shimerdas - Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | 16
| 17 | 18
| 19 | Book 2 - The Hired Girls
- Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | Book 3 - Lena Lingard - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| Book 4 - The Pioneer Woman's Story - Chapters: 1
| 2 | 3
| 4 | Book 5 - Cuzak's Boys - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 |
Book 1: The Shimerdas
Chapter 15
OTTO FUCHS GOT back from Black Hawk at noon the next day. He
reported that the coroner would reach the Shimerdas' sometime that afternoon,
but the missionary priest was at the other end of his parish, a hundred miles
away, and the trains were not running. Fuchs had got a few hours' sleep at the
livery barn in town, but he was afraid the grey gelding had strained himself.
Indeed, he was never the same horse afterward. That long trip through the deep
snow had taken all the endurance out of him.
Fuchs brought home with him a stranger, a young Bohemian who
had taken a homestead near Black Hawk, and who came on his only horse to help
his fellow countrymen in their trouble. That was the first time I ever saw Anton
Jelinek. He was a strapping young fellow in the early twenties then, handsome,
warm-hearted, and full of life, and he came to us like a miracle in the midst
of that grim business. I remember exactly how he strode into our kitchen in
his felt boots and long wolfskin coat, his eyes and cheeks bright with the cold.
At sight of grandmother, he snatched off his fur cap, greeting her in a deep,
rolling voice which seemed older than he.
`I want to thank you very much, Mrs. Burden, for that you are
so kind to poor strangers from my kawntree.'
He did not hesitate like a farmer boy, but looked one eagerly
in the eye when he spoke. Everything about him was warm and spontaneous. He
said he would have come to see the Shimerdas before, but he had hired out to
husk corn all the fall, and since winter began he had been going to the school
by the mill, to learn English, along with the little children. He told me he
had a nice `lady-teacher' and that he liked to go to school.
At dinner grandfather talked to Jelinek more than he usually
did to strangers.
`Will they be much disappointed because we cannot get a priest?'
he asked.
Jelinek looked serious.
`Yes, sir, that is very bad for them. Their father has done
a great sin'--he looked straight at grandfather. `Our Lord has said that.'
Grandfather seemed to like his frankness.
`We believe that, too, Jelinek. But we believe that Mr. Shimerda's
soul will come to its Creator as well off without a priest. We believe that
Christ is our only intercessor.'
The young man shook his head. `I know how you think. My teacher
at the school has explain. But I have seen too much. I believe in prayer for
the dead. I have seen too much.'
We asked him what he meant.
He glanced around the table. `You want I shall tell you? When
I was a little boy like this one, I begin to help the priest at the altar. I
make my first communion very young; what the Church teach seem plain to me.
By 'n' by war-times come, when the Prussians fight us. We have very many soldiers
in camp near my village, and the cholera break out in that camp, and the men
die like flies. All day long our priest go about there to give the Sacrament
to dying men, and I go with him to carry the vessels with the Holy Sacrament.
Everybody that go near that camp catch the sickness but me and the priest. But
we have no sickness, we have no fear, because we carry that blood and that body
of Christ, and it preserve us.' He paused, looking at grandfather. `That I know,
Mr. Burden, for it happened to myself. All the soldiers know, too. When we walk
along the road, the old priest and me, we meet all the time soldiers marching
and officers on horse. All those officers, when they see what I carry under
the cloth, pull up their horses and kneel down on the ground in the road until
we pass. So I feel very bad for my kawntree-man to die without the Sacrament,
and to die in a bad way for his soul, and I feel sad for his family.'
We had listened attentively. It was impossible not to admire
his frank, manly faith.
`I am always glad to meet a young man who thinks seriously about
these things,' said grandfather, land I would never be the one to say you were
not in God's care when you were among the soldiers.' After dinner it was decided
that young Jelinek should hook our two strong black farm-horses to the scraper
and break a road through to the Shimerdas', so that a wagon could go when it
was necessary. Fuchs, who was the only cabinetmaker in the neighbourhood was
set to work on a coffin.
Jelinek put on his long wolfskin coat, and when we admired it,
he told us that he had shot and skinned the coyotes, and the young man who `batched'
with him, Jan Bouska, who had been a fur-worker in Vienna, made the coat. From
the windmill I watched Jelinek come out of the barn with the blacks, and work
his way up the hillside toward the cornfield. Sometimes he was completely hidden
by the clouds of snow that rose about him; then he and the horses would emerge
black and shining.
Our heavy carpenter's bench had to be brought from the barn
and carried down into the kitchen. Fuchs selected boards from a pile of planks
grandfather had hauled out from town in the fall to make a new floor for the
oats-bin. When at last the lumber and tools were assembled, and the doors were
closed again and the cold draughts shut out, grandfather rode away to meet the
coroner at the Shimerdas', and Fuchs took off his coat and settled down to work.
I sat on his worktable and watched him. He did not touch his tools at first,
but figured for a long while on a piece of paper, and measured the planks and
made marks on them. While he was thus engaged, he whistled softly to himself,
or teasingly pulled at his half-ear. Grandmother moved about quietly, so as
not to disturb him. At last he folded his ruler and turned a cheerful face to
us.
`The hardest part of my job's done,' he announced. `It's the
head end of it that comes hard with me, especially when I'm out of practice.
The last time I made one of these, Mrs. Burden,' he continued, as he sorted
and tried his chisels, `was for a fellow in the Black Tiger Mine, up above Silverton,
Colorado. The mouth of that mine goes right into the face of the cliff, and
they used to put us in a bucket and run us over on a trolley and shoot us into
the shaft. The bucket travelled across a box canon three hundred feet deep,
and about a third full of water. Two Swedes had fell out of that bucket once,
and hit the water, feet down. If you'll believe it, they went to work the next
day. You can't kill a Swede. But in my time a little Eyetalian tried the high
dive, and it turned out different with him. We was snowed in then, like we are
now, and I happened to be the only man in camp that could make a coffin for
him. It's a handy thing to know, when you knock about like I've done.'
`We'd be hard put to it now, if you didn't know, Otto,' grandmother
said.
`Yes, 'm,' Fuchs admitted with modest pride. `So few folks does
know how to make a good tight box that'll turn water. I sometimes wonder if
there'll be anybody about to do it for me. However, I'm not at all particular
that way.'
All afternoon, wherever one went in the house, one could hear
the panting wheeze of the saw or the pleasant purring of the plane. They were
such cheerful noises, seeming to promise new things for living people: it was
a pity that those freshly planed pine boards were to be put underground so soon.
The lumber was hard to work because it was full of frost, and the boards gave
off a sweet smell of pine woods, as the heap of yellow shavings grew higher
and higher. I wondered why Fuchs had not stuck to cabinet-work, he settled down
to it with such ease and content. He handled the tools as if he liked the feel
of them; and when he planed, his hands went back and forth over the boards in
an eager, beneficent way as if he were blessing them. He broke out now and then
into German hymns, as if this occupation brought back old times to him.
At four o'clock Mr. Bushy, the postmaster, with another neighbour
who lived east of us, stopped in to get warm. They were on their way to the
Shimerdas'. The news of what had happened over there had somehow got abroad
through the snow-blocked country. Grandmother gave the visitors sugar-cakes
and hot coffee. Before these callers were gone, the brother of the Widow Steavens,
who lived on the Black Hawk road, drew up at our door, and after him came the
father of the German family, our nearest neighbours on the south. They dismounted
and joined us in the dining-room. They were all eager for any details about
the suicide, and they were greatly concerned as to where Mr. Shimerda would
be buried. The nearest Catholic cemetery was at Black Hawk, and it might be
weeks before a wagon could get so far. Besides, Mr. Bushy and grandmother were
sure that a man who had killed himself could not be buried in a Catholic graveyard.
There was a burying-ground over by the Norwegian church, west of Squaw Creek;
perhaps the Norwegians would take Mr. Shimerda in.
After our visitors rode away in single file over the hill, we
returned to the kitchen. Grandmother began to make the icing for a chocolate
cake, and Otto again filled the house with the exciting, expectant song of the
plane. One pleasant thing about this time was that everybody talked more than
usual. I had never heard the postmaster say anything but `Only papers, to-day,'
or, `I've got a sackful of mail for ye,' until this afternoon. Grandmother always
talked, dear woman: to herself or to the Lord, if there was no one else to listen;
but grandfather was naturally taciturn, and Jake and Otto were often so tired
after supper that I used to feel as if I were surrounded by a wall of silence.
Now everyone seemed eager to talk. That afternoon Fuchs told me story after
story: about the Black Tiger Mine, and about violent deaths and casual buryings,
and the queer fancies of dying men. You never really knew a man, he said, until
you saw him die. Most men were game, and went without a grudge.
The postmaster, going home, stopped to say that grandfather
would bring the coroner back with him to spend the night. The officers of the
Norwegian church, he told us, had held a meeting and decided that the Norwegian
graveyard could not extend its hospitality to Mr. Shimerda.
Grandmother was indignant. `If these foreigners are so clannish,
Mr. Bushy, we'll have to have an American graveyard that will be more liberal-minded.
I'll get right after Josiah to start one in the spring. If anything was to happen
to me, I don't want the Norwegians holding inquisitions over me to see whether
I'm good enough to be laid amongst 'em.'
Soon grandfather returned, bringing with him Anton Jelinek,
and that important person, the coroner. He was a mild, flurried old man, a Civil
War veteran, with one sleeve hanging empty. He seemed to find this case very
perplexing, and said if it had not been for grandfather he would have sworn
out a warrant against Krajiek. `The way he acted, and the way his axe fit the
wound, was enough to convict any man.'
Although it was perfectly clear that Mr. Shimerda had killed
himself, Jake and the coroner thought something ought to be done to Krajiek
because he behaved like a guilty man. He was badly frightened, certainly, and
perhaps he even felt some stirrings of remorse for his indifference to the old
man's misery and loneliness.
At supper the men ate like vikings, and the chocolate cake,
which I had hoped would linger on until tomorrow in a mutilated condition, disappeared
on the second round. They talked excitedly about where they should bury Mr.
Shimerda; I gathered that the neighbours were all disturbed and shocked about
something. It developed that Mrs. Shimerda and Ambrosch wanted the old man buried
on the southwest corner of their own land; indeed, under the very stake that
marked the corner. Grandfather had explained to Ambrosch that some day, when
the country was put under fence and the roads were confined to section lines,
two roads would cross exactly on that corner. But Ambrosch only said, `It makes
no matter.'
Grandfather asked Jelinek whether in the old country there was
some superstition to the effect that a suicide must be buried at the cross-roads.
Jelinek said he didn't know; he seemed to remember hearing there
had once been such a custom in Bohemia. `Mrs. Shimerda is made up her mind,'
he added. `I try to persuade her, and say it looks bad for her to all the neighbours;
but she say so it must be. "There I will bury him, if I dig the grave myself,"
she say. I have to promise her I help Ambrosch make the grave tomorrow.'
Grandfather smoothed his beard and looked judicial. `I don't
know whose wish should decide the matter, if not hers. But if she thinks she
will live to see the people of this country ride over that old man's head, she
is mistaken.'
Introduction
| Book 1
- The Shimerdas - Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | 16
| 17 | 18
| 19 | Book 2 - The Hired Girls
- Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | Book 3 - Lena Lingard - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| Book 4 - The Pioneer Woman's Story - Chapters: 1
| 2 | 3
| 4 | Book 5 - Cuzak's Boys - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 |
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