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My Antoniaby Willa Cather
(1875-1947)
Introduction
| Book 1
- The Shimerdas - Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | 16
| 17 | 18
| 19 | Book 2 - The Hired Girls
- Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | Book 3 - Lena Lingard - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| Book 4 - The Pioneer Woman's Story - Chapters: 1
| 2 | 3
| 4 | Book 5 - Cuzak's Boys - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 |
Book 2: The Hired
Girls
Chapter 4
`I won't have none
of your weevily wheat,
and I won't have none of your barley,
But I'll take a measure of fine white
flour, to make a cake for Charley.'
WE WERE SINGING
rhymes to tease Antonia while she was beating up one of Charley's favourite
cakes in her big mixing-bowl.
It was a crisp
autumn evening, just cold enough to make one glad to quit playing tag in the
yard, and retreat into the kitchen. We had begun to roll popcorn balls with
syrup when we heard a knock at the back door, and Tony dropped her spoon and
went to open it.
A plump, fair-skinned
girl was standing in the doorway. She looked demure and pretty, and made a graceful
picture in her blue cashmere dress and little blue hat, with a plaid shawl drawn
neatly about her shoulders and a clumsy pocket-book in her hand.
`Hello, Tony. Don't
you know me?' she asked in a smooth, low voice, looking in at us archly.
Antonia gasped
and stepped back.
`Why, it's Lena!
Of course I didn't know you, so dressed up!'
Lena Lingard laughed,
as if this pleased her. I had not recognized her for a moment, either. I had
never seen her before with a hat on her head--or with shoes and stockings on
her feet, for that matter. And here she was, brushed and smoothed and dressed
like a town girl, smiling at us with perfect composure.
`Hello, Jim,' she
said carelessly as she walked into the kitchen and looked about her. `I've come
to town to work, too, Tony.'
`Have you, now?
Well, ain't that funny" Antonia stood ill at ease, and didn't seem to know
just what to do with her visitor.
The door was open
into the dining-room, where Mrs. Harling sat crocheting and Frances was reading.
Frances asked Lena to come in and join them.
`You are Lena Lingard,
aren't you? I've been to see your mother, but you were off herding cattle that
day. Mama, this is Chris Lingard's oldest girl.'
Mrs. Harling dropped
her worsted and examined the visitor with quick, keen eyes. Lena was not at
all disconcerted. She sat down in the chair Frances pointed out, carefully arranging
her pocket-book and grey cotton gloves on her lap. We followed with our popcorn,
but Antonia hung back-- said she had to get her cake into the oven.
`So you have come
to town,' said Mrs. Harling, her eyes still fixed on Lena. `Where are you working?'
`For Mrs. Thomas,
the dressmaker. She is going to teach me to sew. She says I have quite a knack.
I'm through with the farm. There ain't any end to the work on a farm, and always
so much trouble happens. I'm going to be a dressmaker.'
`Well, there have
to be dressmakers. It's a good trade. But I wouldn't run down the farm, if I
were you,' said Mrs. Harling rather severely. `How is your mother?'
`Oh, mother's never
very well; she has too much to do. She'd get away from the farm, too, if she
could. She was willing for me to come. After I learn to do sewing, I can make
money and help her.'
`See that you don't
forget to,' said Mrs. Harling sceptically, as she took up her crocheting again
and sent the hook in and out with nimble fingers.
`No, 'm, I won't,'
said Lena blandly. She took a few grains of the popcorn we pressed upon her,
eating them discreetly and taking care not to get her fingers sticky.
Frances drew her
chair up nearer to the visitor. `I thought you were going to be married, Lena,'
she said teasingly. `Didn't I hear that Nick Svendsen was rushing you pretty
hard?'
Lena looked up
with her curiously innocent smile. `He did go with me quite a while. But his
father made a fuss about it and said he wouldn't give Nick any land if he married
me, so he's going to marry Annie Iverson. I wouldn't like to be her; Nick's
awful sullen, and he'll take it out on her. He ain't spoke to his father since
he promised.'
Frances laughed.
`And how do you feel about it?'
`I don't want to
marry Nick, or any other man,' Lena murmured. `I've seen a good deal of married
life, and I don't care for it. I want to be so I can help my mother and the
children at home, and not have to ask lief of anybody.'
`That's right,'
said Frances. `And Mrs. Thomas thinks you can learn dressmaking?'
`Yes, 'm. I've
always liked to sew, but I never had much to do with. Mrs. Thomas makes lovely
things for all the town ladies. Did you know Mrs. Gardener is having a purple
velvet made? The velvet came from Omaha. My, but it's lovely!' Lena sighed softly
and stroked her cashmere folds. `Tony knows I never did like out-of-door work,'
she added.
Mrs. Harling glanced
at her. `I expect you'll learn to sew all right, Lena, if you'll only keep your
head and not go gadding about to dances all the time and neglect your work,
the way some country girls do.'
`Yes, 'm. Tiny
Soderball is coming to town, too. She's going to work at the Boys' Home Hotel.
She'll see lots of strangers,' Lena added wistfully.
`Too many, like
enough,' said Mrs. Harling. `I don't think a hotel is a good place for a girl;
though I guess Mrs. Gardener keeps an eye on her waitresses.'
Lena's candid eyes,
that always looked a little sleepy under their long lashes, kept straying about
the cheerful rooms with naive admiration. Presently she drew on her cotton gloves.
`I guess I must be leaving,' she said irresolutely.
Frances told her
to come again, whenever she was lonesome or wanted advice about anything. Lena
replied that she didn't believe she would ever get lonesome in Black Hawk.
She lingered at
the kitchen door and begged Antonia to come and see her often. `I've got a room
of my own at Mrs. Thomas's, with a carpet.'
Tony shuffled uneasily
in her cloth slippers. `I'll come sometime, but Mrs. Harling don't like to have
me run much,' she said evasively.
`You can do what
you please when you go out, can't you?' Lena asked in a guarded whisper. `Ain't
you crazy about town, Tony? I don't care what anybody says, I'm done with the
farm!' She glanced back over her shoulder toward the dining-room, where Mrs.
Harling sat.
When Lena was gone,
Frances asked Antonia why she hadn't been a little more cordial to her.
`I didn't know
if your mother would like her coming here,' said Antonia, looking troubled.
`She was kind of talked about, out there.'
`Yes, I know. But
mother won't hold it against her if she behaves well here. You needn't say anything
about that to the children. I guess Jim has heard all that gossip?'
When I nodded,
she pulled my hair and told me I knew too much, anyhow. We were good friends,
Frances and I.
I ran home to tell
grandmother that Lena Lingard had come to town. We were glad of it, for she
had a hard life on the farm.
Lena lived in the
Norwegian settlement west of Squaw Creek, and she used to herd her father's
cattle in the open country between his place and the Shimerdas'. Whenever we
rode over in that direction we saw her out among her cattle, bareheaded and
barefooted, scantily dressed in tattered clothing, always knitting as she watched
her herd. Before I knew Lena, I thought of her as something wild, that always
lived on the prairie, because I had never seen her under a roof. Her yellow
hair was burned to a ruddy thatch on her head; but her legs and arms, curiously
enough, in spite of constant exposure to the sun, kept a miraculous whiteness
which somehow made her seem more undressed than other girls who went scantily
clad. The first time I stopped to talk to her, I was astonished at her soft
voice and easy, gentle ways. The girls out there usually got rough and mannish
after they went to herding. But Lena asked Jake and me to get off our horses
and stay awhile, and behaved exactly as if she were in a house and were accustomed
to having visitors. She was not embarrassed by her ragged clothes, and treated
us as if we were old acquaintances. Even then I noticed the unusual colour of
her eyes-- a shade of deep violet--and their soft, confiding expression.
Chris Lingard was
not a very successful farmer, and he had a large family. Lena was always knitting
stockings for little brothers and sisters, and even the Norwegian women, who
disapproved of her, admitted that she was a good daughter to her mother. As
Tony said, she had been talked about. She was accused of making Ole Benson lose
the little sense he had-- and that at an age when she should still have been
in pinafores.
Ole lived in a
leaky dugout somewhere at the edge of the settlement. He was fat and lazy and
discouraged, and bad luck had become a habit with him. After he had had every
other kind of misfortune, his wife, `Crazy Mary,' tried to set a neighbour's
barn on fire, and was sent to the asylum at Lincoln. She was kept there for
a few months, then escaped and walked all the way home, nearly two hundred miles,
travelling by night and hiding in barns and haystacks by day. When she got back
to the Norwegian settlement, her poor feet were as hard as hoofs. She promised
to be good, and was allowed to stay at home--though everyone realized she was
as crazy as ever, and she still ran about barefooted through the snow, telling
her domestic troubles to her neighbours.
Not long after
Mary came back from the asylum, I heard a young Dane, who was helping us to
thresh, tell Jake and Otto that Chris Lingard's oldest girl had put Ole Benson
out of his head, until he had no more sense than his crazy wife. When Ole was
cultivating his corn that summer, he used to get discouraged in the field, tie
up his team, and wander off to wherever Lena Lingard was herding. There he would
sit down on the drawside and help her watch her cattle. All the settlement was
talking about it. The Norwegian preacher's wife went to Lena and told her she
ought not to allow this; she begged Lena to come to church on Sundays. Lena
said she hadn't a dress in the world any less ragged than the one on her back.
Then the minister's wife went through her old trunks and found some things she
had worn before her marriage.
The next Sunday
Lena appeared at church, a little late, with her hair done up neatly on her
head, like a young woman, wearing shoes and stockings, and the new dress, which
she had made over for herself very becomingly. The congregation stared at her.
Until that morning no one--unless it were Ole--had realized how pretty she was,
or that she was growing up. The swelling lines of her figure had been hidden
under the shapeless rags she wore in the fields. After the last hymn had been
sung, and the congregation was dismissed, Ole slipped out to the hitch-bar and
lifted Lena on her horse. That, in itself, was shocking; a married man was not
expected to do such things. But it was nothing to the scene that followed. Crazy
Mary darted out from the group of women at the church door, and ran down the
road after Lena, shouting horrible threats.
`Look out, you
Lena Lingard, look out! I'll come over with a corn-knife one day and trim some
of that shape off you. Then you won't sail round so fine, making eyes at the
men!...'
The Norwegian women
didn't know where to look. They were formal housewives, most of them, with a
severe sense of decorum. But Lena Lingard only laughed her lazy, good-natured
laugh and rode on, gazing back over her shoulder at Ole's infuriated wife.
The time came,
however, when Lena didn't laugh. More than once Crazy Mary chased her across
the prairie and round and round the Shimerdas' cornfield. Lena never told her
father; perhaps she was ashamed; perhaps she was more afraid of his anger than
of the corn-knife. I was at the Shimerdas' one afternoon when Lena came bounding
through the red grass as fast as her white legs could carry her. She ran straight
into the house and hid in Antonia's feather-bed. Mary was not far behind: she
came right up to the door and made us feel how sharp her blade was, showing
us very graphically just what she meant to do to Lena. Mrs. Shimerda, leaning
out of the window, enjoyed the situation keenly, and was sorry when Antonia
sent Mary away, mollified by an apronful of bottle-tomatoes. Lena came out from
Tony's room behind the kitchen, very pink from the heat of the feathers, but
otherwise calm. She begged Antonia and me to go with her, and help get her cattle
together; they were scattered and might be gorging themselves in somebody's
cornfield.
`Maybe you lose
a steer and learn not to make somethings with your eyes at married men,' Mrs.
Shimerda told her hectoringly.
Lena only smiled
her sleepy smile. `I never made anything to him with my eyes. I can't help it
if he hangs around, and I can't order him off. It ain't my prairie.'
Introduction
| Book 1
- The Shimerdas - Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | 16
| 17 | 18
| 19 | Book 2 - The Hired Girls
- Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | Book 3 - Lena Lingard - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| Book 4 - The Pioneer Woman's Story - Chapters: 1
| 2 | 3
| 4 | Book 5 - Cuzak's Boys - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 |