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My Antoniaby Willa Cather
(1875-1947)
Introduction
| Book 1
- The Shimerdas - Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | 16
| 17 | 18
| 19 | Book 2 - The Hired Girls
- Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | Book 3 - Lena Lingard - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| Book 4 - The Pioneer Woman's Story - Chapters: 1
| 2 | 3
| 4 | Book 5 - Cuzak's Boys - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 |
Book 2: The Hired
Girls
Chapter 9
THERE WAS A CURIOUS
social situation in Black Hawk. All the young men felt the attraction of the
fine, well-set-up country girls who had come to town to earn a living, and,
in nearly every case, to help the father struggle out of debt, or to make it
possible for the younger children of the family to go to school.
Those girls had
grown up in the first bitter-hard times, and had got little schooling themselves.
But the younger brothers and sisters, for whom they made such sacrifices and
who have had `advantages,' never seem to me, when I meet them now, half as interesting
or as well educated. The older girls, who helped to break up the wild sod, learned
so much from life, from poverty, from their mothers and grandmothers; they had
all, like Antonia, been early awakened and made observant by coming at a tender
age from an old country to a new.
I can remember
a score of these country girls who were in service in Black Hawk during the
few years I lived there, and I can remember something unusual and engaging about
each of them. Physically they were almost a race apart, and out-of-door work
had given them a vigour which, when they got over their first shyness on coming
to town, developed into a positive carriage and freedom of movement, and made
them conspicuous among Black Hawk women.
That was before
the day of high-school athletics. Girls who had to walk more than half a mile
to school were pitied. There was not a tennis-court in the town; physical exercise
was thought rather inelegant for the daughters of well-to-do families. Some
of the high-school girls were jolly and pretty, but they stayed indoors in winter
because of the cold, and in summer because of the heat. When one danced with
them, their bodies never moved inside their clothes; their muscles seemed to
ask but one thing--not to be disturbed. I remember those girls merely as faces
in the schoolroom, gay and rosy, or listless and dull, cut off below the shoulders,
like cherubs, by the ink-smeared tops of the high desks that were surely put
there to make us round-shouldered and hollow-chested.
The daughters of
Black Hawk merchants had a confident, unenquiring belief that they were `refined,'
and that the country girls, who `worked out,' were not. The American farmers
in our county were quite as hard-pressed as their neighbours from other countries.
All alike had come to Nebraska with little capital and no knowledge of the soil
they must subdue. All had borrowed money on their land. But no matter in what
straits the Pennsylvanian or Virginian found himself, he would not let his daughters
go out into service. Unless his girls could teach a country school, they sat
at home in poverty.
The Bohemian and
Scandinavian girls could not get positions as teachers, because they had had
no opportunity to learn the language. Determined to help in the struggle to
clear the homestead from debt, they had no alternative but to go into service.
Some of them, after they came to town, remained as serious and as discreet in
behaviour as they had been when they ploughed and herded on their father's farm.
Others, like the three Bohemian Marys, tried to make up for the years of youth
they had lost. But every one of them did what she had set out to do, and sent
home those hard-earned dollars. The girls I knew were always helping to pay
for ploughs and reapers, brood-sows, or steers to fatten.
One result of this
family solidarity was that the foreign farmers in our county were the first
to become prosperous. After the fathers were out of debt, the daughters married
the sons of neighbours--usually of like nationality-- and the girls who once
worked in Black Hawk kitchens are to-day managing big farms and fine families
of their own; their children are better off than the children of the town women
they used to serve.
I thought the attitude
of the town people toward these girls very stupid. If I told my schoolmates
that Lena Lingard's grandfather was a clergyman, and much respected in Norway,
they looked at me blankly. What did it matter? All foreigners were ignorant
people who couldn't speak English. There was not a man in Black Hawk who had
the intelligence or cultivation, much less the personal distinction, of Antonia's
father. Yet people saw no difference between her and the three Marys; they were
all Bohemians, all `hired girls.'
I always knew I
should live long enough to see my country girls come into their own, and I have.
To-day the best that a harassed Black Hawk merchant can hope for is to sell
provisions and farm machinery and automobiles to the rich farms where that first
crop of stalwart Bohemian and Scandinavian girls are now the mistresses.
The Black Hawk
boys looked forward to marrying Black Hawk girls, and living in a brand-new
little house with best chairs that must not be sat upon, and hand-painted china
that must not be used. But sometimes a young fellow would look up from his ledger,
or out through the grating of his father's bank, and let his eyes follow Lena
Lingard, as she passed the window with her slow, undulating walk, or Tiny Soderball,
tripping by in her short skirt and striped stockings.
The country girls
were considered a menace to the social order. Their beauty shone out too boldly
against a conventional background. But anxious mothers need have felt no alarm.
They mistook the mettle of their sons. The respect for respectability was stronger
than any desire in Black Hawk youth.
Our young man of
position was like the son of a royal house; the boy who swept out his office
or drove his delivery wagon might frolic with the jolly country girls, but he
himself must sit all evening in a plush parlour where conversation dragged so
perceptibly that the father often came in and made blundering efforts to warm
up the atmosphere. On his way home from his dull call, he would perhaps meet
Tony and Lena, coming along the sidewalk whispering to each other, or the three
Bohemian Marys in their long plush coats and caps, comporting themselves with
a dignity that only made their eventful histories the more piquant. If he went
to the hotel to see a travelling man on business, there was Tiny, arching her
shoulders at him like a kitten. If he went into the laundry to get his collars,
there were the four Danish girls, smiling up from their ironing-boards, with
their white throats and their pink cheeks.
The three Marys
were the heroines of a cycle of scandalous stories, which the old men were fond
of relating as they sat about the cigar-stand in the drugstore. Mary Dusak had
been housekeeper for a bachelor rancher from Boston, and after several years
in his service she was forced to retire from the world for a short time. Later
she came back to town to take the place of her friend, Mary Svoboda, who was
similarly embarrassed. The three Marys were considered as dangerous as high
explosives to have about the kitchen, yet they were such good cooks and such
admirable housekeepers that they never had to look for a place.
The Vannis' tent
brought the town boys and the country girls together on neutral ground. Sylvester
Lovett, who was cashier in his father's bank, always found his way to the tent
on Saturday night. He took all the dances Lena Lingard would give him, and even
grew bold enough to walk home with her. If his sisters or their friends happened
to be among the onlookers on `popular nights,' Sylvester stood back in the shadow
under the cottonwood trees, smoking and watching Lena with a harassed expression.
Several times I stumbled upon him there in the dark, and I felt rather sorry
for him. He reminded me of Ole Benson, who used to sit on the drawside and watch
Lena herd her cattle. Later in the summer, when Lena went home for a week to
visit her mother, I heard from Antonia that young Lovett drove all the way out
there to see her, and took her buggy-riding. In my ingenuousness I hoped that
Sylvester would marry Lena, and thus give all the country girls a better position
in the town.
Sylvester dallied
about Lena until he began to make mistakes in his work; had to stay at the bank
until after dark to make his books balance. He was daft about her, and everyone
knew it. To escape from his predicament he ran away with a widow six years older
than himself, who owned a half-section. This remedy worked, apparently. He never
looked at Lena again, nor lifted his eyes as he ceremoniously tipped his hat
when he happened to meet her on the sidewalk.
So that was what
they were like, I thought, these white-handed, high-collared clerks and bookkeepers!
I used to glare at young Lovett from a distance and only wished I had some way
of showing my contempt for him.
Introduction
| Book 1
- The Shimerdas - Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | 16
| 17 | 18
| 19 | Book 2 - The Hired Girls
- Chapters: 1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| 5 | 6
| 7 | 8
| 9 | 10
| 11 | 12
| 13 | 14
| 15 | Book 3 - Lena Lingard - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 | 4
| Book 4 - The Pioneer Woman's Story - Chapters: 1
| 2 | 3
| 4 | Book 5 - Cuzak's Boys - Chapters:
1 | 2
| 3 |